Life As I Know It

You know that moment when you’ve been crying hard for too long and you start hyperventilating
do you ever feel like you’re just sort of
there
like all your friends go out and do things and get into relationships and like people that like them back and have fun and do stupid things with their best friends and instead of doing all that you’re just sort of this mildly entertaining thing that people take an interest in once in a while but they wouldn’t really care if it was gone
like you just sort of exist but you don’t really mean anything
Again.
i’m a really shitty person and i don’t know what to do
I feel like women shouldn’t have periods until we lose our virginity because, yeah, I know I’m not pregnant unless I’m the next mother Mary.